I am 99% sure...

I'm out. I stopped progesterone Monday, but I am still on this cycle. If I don't get to Cycle day 1 again by tomorrow I will call my doctor cause I was supposed to be on Cycle day 1 Monday. I'm doing 1 more round of treatment with 50 mg of clomid this time and then I'm taking a break. I bought a puppy (it was supposed to be a 3 year old dog) and I have my hands full with him. We went to the pound and found this adorable chihuahua/ pomeranian mix. They told us he was 3 and potty trained. Well when I took him to the vet yesterday I found out he is not even a year old and he is very much NOT potty trained. He also developed a nice case of kennel cough last night so this is how my night went:
11:00 pm- went to bed
12:00 am- up with playful puppy
1:30- playful puppy strikes again
2:45- My two "children" get into a fight and puppy is scared
3:45- Puppy is now sick with kennel cough and has to go potty
4:10- Puppy is awake due to kennel cough
5:00- Puppy starts coughing again and is scared
6:30- Puppy is still sick and I am up anyway so I start my day.
Thats right folks, I don't even have a baby yet and I'm up all night. But the puppy (Bruiser) is a very nice distraction from infertility. I kinda feel like I want to just raise my dogs for awhile and enjoy life without kids cause I've been stressed out for so long about not being able to get pregnant that I haven't been able to really stop and think about the good parts of not having kids. So I'm taking a break after this next IUI and I'm going to regroup my scattered thoughts before I charge ahead. IUI's are pretty pointless for me anyway. I don't want to waste the money when I know I need surgery and IVF.


Oh and I have very EXCITING news!!! I got a letter from insurance today and (drumroll please) The hospital OWES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Insurance covered EVERYTHING! We paid for a doctors visit already and the letter said that they sent out a payment for the same visit. So I no longer have to be afraid of the evil mailbox that always gives me bills cause I'm not gonna be getting any!!!!!!!!!!!!